right now.
living.
it screams in my head.
does it get any better?
does it get any worse?
i think not.
all i am sure of is right now.
not tomorrow.
not you.
not then.
and not there.
just now.
right now.
take a chance.
live a dream.
stop planning.
stop waiting.
begin.
again.
do more with less.
create it.
do not settle.
why?
why not?
the perfect time does not ever come.
an inopportune time is as good as any.
it is simply wrong to waste it.
someone else might have been able to use it if i waste it.
so i will go.
dig deeper.
i will.
i am called to.
you should meet me there.
on the edge.
where the wind blows.
and the lights meet the dawn.
and the ocean roars.
and the colors are vibrant.
and the air is clear.
it is so bright you can taste the sounds and hear the flavors.
waiting any longer is not an option.
living.
it screams in my head.
does it get any better?
does it get any worse?
i think not.
all i am sure of is right now.
not tomorrow.
not you.
not then.
and not there.
just now.
right now.
take a chance.
live a dream.
stop planning.
stop waiting.
begin.
again.
do more with less.
create it.
do not settle.
why?
why not?
the perfect time does not ever come.
an inopportune time is as good as any.
it is simply wrong to waste it.
someone else might have been able to use it if i waste it.
so i will go.
dig deeper.
i will.
i am called to.
you should meet me there.
on the edge.
where the wind blows.
and the lights meet the dawn.
and the ocean roars.
and the colors are vibrant.
and the air is clear.
it is so bright you can taste the sounds and hear the flavors.
waiting any longer is not an option.
wow......you sound desperate for someone. I hope you get him. i don't think you can go on much longer like this. so sorry for you.
ReplyDeletei may be a lot of things but desparate for someone is not one of them. :) just random thoughts floating about.
ReplyDeleteok........just keep telling yourself that. maybe there are reasons those "random thoughts" are "floating about." be real with YOURSELF, tryin' to help:)
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