Where is it?

For years I worked for The Salvation Army and this time of year brought out the true meaning of Christmas. There was simply no denying the work we all did together made a massive difference in the lives of those who humbly (or boldly) asked for help. Such a warm feeling swirled everywhere. 

I had the same feelings when Tel and Cole were little guys. They would get so excited this time of year. The anticipation was so thrilling. It fueled their good behavior and my cheerful mood. 

This year is different. There will be none of the anticipation or joy or excitement. There will be no wrapping paper thrown everywhere. Nor will there be squeals of delight as presents are revealed. 

So, hug your parents, love your kids, relish the chaos and tuck away the memories. Some day that may be what sustains you. As for me, I am hoping for a long winter nap.