alterations given by the universe

Losing what you don't plan to lose is never fun.  For me it has most recently been giving up a place on a board of directors that meant a lot personally, placing distance between some friends and a new, yet familiar path for my best friend - it ain't easy being odd man out. 

I have said I embrace change. And I do. But I much prefer it on my own terms. 

So, universe, have your way with me because I am not capable of altering a damn thing.